willie-waught

2011-01-08T15:00:00.001-08:00

当我张开嘴向这世界炫耀我的成就时，挫败便在不知觉中盯上了我。它尾随着我甚至渴望与我同步而行。就这样我的的自信被它给蹂躏了。它成了我的巨人影子，笼罩了我的上空。摆脱它便成了我一身的宿命。

2010-11-05T18:16:00.000-07:00

Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh
And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

2010-10-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

望着松开手的气球奔向属于自己的蓝天
心情霍然开朗但脸上却泪两行

2010-10-27T01:21:00.000-07:00

执著到底会为我们带来一个多么不一样的人生？
成功？落寞？
会不会落到最后仍是一场空？
显示出固执、愚蠢的自我？
唉。。。

2010-06-01T22:56:00.000-07:00

每个月的这一天都像在分考卷
忧喜掺半
讨厌

2010-05-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

2010-02-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

当我努力的往前奔跑，试着回收童年的点滴时，尽收眼帘都是百花齐放的美景。
微风轻抚了我的双颊。
夹带着的芬芳轻柔柔地窜进鼻孔，抚摸了我的鼻腔

但当我突然松懈下来时，迎接我的却是黑暗与阴森。
天旋地转，逼迫着我面对残酷的现实。

原来周遭的人早已为自己的童年办好了葬礼。
一尊尊的墓碑刻着自己童年的回忆。
他们不再留念过去，早就准备要让这一切的回忆入土为安。

那我拼命的寻找，拼命的想挽留，错了吗？

2010-02-17T08:30:00.000-08:00

我宛如只　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
被吵醒的喷火龙在打太极

又像是只
滑稽的野猫在走猫步

又或者我其实是只是一位
想霸占老奶奶身体把油条炸得又臭又脆的ａｈ　ｇｉｒｌ？

2010-02-17T07:56:00.000-08:00

我上过天堂，
下过地狱。
今年只想平平安安地留在人间。
在此祝大家新年快乐
希望不要虎背蛇腰，狐假虎威
一定要虎虎生风！！
ＨＵＡＴ　ＡＲＨＨＨＨＨ！！！

2010-01-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

wads wrong with all e bosses on earth ?!
especially when you're facing clients with tender age ?
my little bosses can ur pls stop being so harsh and mean to me ?!
lyk seriously.
do i need to scream till all ur ears are deafFFF?
or ur born deaf ?
if ur born dead i believe it will be so much easier to manage.
or are ur born to evil adults tt are so scheming tt i felt tt
i had never age. NEVER.
how i wish i could staple all ur hyperactive mouths and
glue all ur asssssss onto e chairs. tie up ur hands and legs. force all ur eyeballs upon e screen
how marvelous would tt be ?
if u don noe try to imagine.

2010-01-08T11:15:00.000-08:00

SUPERB IRRITATED! I'M CONTACTED BY FOUR JOBS TO TELL ME I'M EMPLOYED
IN TWO DAYS!!!!! WHEN I'M OLREADI EMPPLOYEDDDDDD. my god. why did they contact me only now?!!

2009-12-28T03:03:00.000-08:00

beyond-光辉岁月

钟声响起归家的讯号

在他生命里

彷佛带点唏嘘

黑色肌肤给他的意义

是一生奉献肤色斗争中

年月把拥有变做失去

疲倦的双眼带著期望

今天只有残留的躯壳

迎接光辉岁月

风雨中抱紧自由

一生经过彷徨的挣扎

自信可改变未来

问谁又能做到

可否不分肤色的界线

愿这土地里

不分你我高低

缤纷色彩显出的美丽

是因它没有

分开每种色彩

read between the lines,

i found the summary of life.

indeed, descriptive words aid in stirring emotions.

2009-12-01T13:07:00.000-08:00

人总会对美的事物特别留念

2009-11-30T02:24:00.000-08:00

sometime i feel so useless
cause all i did was lazying my ass out on my sofa

and

stetching my hands for easy pennies.

however aloof is the only word that can be used to describe their attitude towards my slothfulness.

PATHETIC

2009-11-29T16:25:00.000-08:00

definition of freedom.

you nuah lyk nobody's business
you nuah till you won even realise that the sun and the moon have repeatedly change their shifts
you just nuah and nuah and nuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh as if theres isn't a limit to time

simultaneously, sadly, unfortunately
you lose control over ur moneyyyyyyyyy
haiz

2009-10-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

i climbed up to the peak and fell down deep into the pit.

2009-09-11T04:06:00.000-07:00

好向往乡村的生活

那里

浓浓的人情味淡淡的平静
满满的热情源源不断的温暖

虽然其中的烦恼不会随着云烟消失
但生活难道不该是这般潇洒吗？

可是一切的一切似乎只能停留与我的幻想里

因为

要如何在这人生之路留下足迹
根本不会有绝对的方程

抓不住的命运在明明之中早已有了安排.

所以放宽胸襟顺其自然吧...

2009-09-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

haiis

wanna blog

but u noe..

i'm resting on my sofa

lyk a pile of SHIT

seeking for some comfort and support.

wanna join me?

cause my house sofa is e best.

2009-08-28T00:16:00.000-07:00

时间: 你喜欢跑步？

我: huh...？不喜欢。很讨厌。

时间: 哪...你们为什么总是喜欢和我们赛跑?

我: 因为我们不想被你狠狠的抛下...

2009-06-14T01:51:00.000-07:00

proudly presents: stories of the tortoises part XXX - EARTHQUAKE

( sorry forgot which part cox its really uncountable! but shuld e second! since no videos r being uploaded ever since myra's singing plus joc breaking the bread tt video!)

director: pearlyn oh

staring actoresses: tortos

calefare: terrace house (sorry chu!)

but he seems to appear longer den some of us

produced solely for entertainment.

credits to them.

HAHAHA

enjoy!

ROLLs OFF

2009-06-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

embrace the craze

dance with the wind.

2009-06-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

sit back and relax the production from an artistic friend of my mine

grandly presents - miss YJ

*APPLAUSE

*but BEWARE it may not be suitable for the overly matures.

2009-06-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

TAKE NOTE OF THE KEYPAD!!!

OMG! these TRANSPARENT phones r absolutely gorgeous!

I'M LOVING IT !

2009-05-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

漆黑的电影院里有着彩色的视屏，

处心积虑地把璀璨般的惊喜带到你我的眼前。

以往我总以为我不喜欢看电影

但在今天过后我发现原来我不喜欢的其实是

好电影在短短几个小时内所带给我的

一次又一次的激情澎湃。

以前我也都不相信舞出生命这句话，

但今天电影里的女主角好像带领我与她活了一次。

她舞出了命源，舞出了奇迹。

她更是舞出了面对生命应有的态度和真谛。

听起来可能很老套，很夸张但她却让我热泪盈眶。

很有可能是因为眼泪想要化身为面对人生的热忱，

一滴一滴地流出我的体外。

无论如何，我现在只想写下还未过期的记忆以便酝酿出香淳的回忆。

2009-04-02T23:33:00.000-07:00

我行我素。任我遨游。漫游天下

旅行我要

2009-03-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

曾经如此的熟悉但现在竟然变得如此的陌生。
这样的局面是岁月换来的惊喜吗？
若真的是这样的尴真的很不讨喜。

成长所带来的代价可以使每一个人心里那座我们最喜欢的木马的消失，童话故事从此走入历史。
没有了最基本的单纯那么我们的那颗火热跳动的心又要如何与他人做最原始的联系？

给自己一分钟
给自己的心一分钟
听一听那最简单的旋律

你听到了吗？

2009-02-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

阳光让植物幸福的活着，

而你让我感到满满的幸福。

世界：情人节快乐！（：

这季节满满的浪漫气息把我送到一个无国界的爱氛围。

缺氧的书海今晚不必等我了。

2009-02-08T02:35:00.000-08:00

woo i'm back! surviving after another taxing week. but rather enjoyable due to my superb cute china buddy's accompany! haha her name is betty yar ugly betty tt betty. but shes lyk extremely cute esp her apple-like face.forever so red ! haha and her complexion is seriously good. by the way one of e china exchange student's name is actually called "seriously". really really. seriously speaking his name is seriously "seriously". haha ok ok enough of tt seriousness mans, move on.

us AGAIN. we went amk central to indulge in e local delicacy. totally local flavours! in order to let her try most of our local favs i ordered quite a nos of dishes. a abit wasteful though cox we din manage to finish most of them! seriously. :P but at least she ENJOYED. though its still abit sinful. reminds me of ZQ, asking us not to waste food cox theres still alot of ppl out there starving n suffering. haiis. sinful la seriously.

sarang-hei-yo. ( o she is e one who told me to take a foto liddat). o wells a e spelling feels weird but aiya i'm sure u noes what i'm trying to xpress rite. randoms tots,i think shes really quite a very nice buddy! so heng arh.

out of all e places tt we went this is e most exp one ! guess wheres e place ? *Pts below. ta dang! singapore soure of flaunt- current largest ferris wheel eeee FLYER. OMG its superb EX i tell u. this should be e nightview near to e highest pt i surppose. haha. quite pretty though e view.

US AGAIN. trying to act lyk ghost inside e cabin under e blue light.

lastly i shall present. apple's buddy- e apple head + me!

THE END.

*summary: haha its seriously fun with them. mabbie e feeling is due to work n life but still i hope i will be able to go back ningbo n find them one day (:

2009-01-26T17:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NIU NEW YR EVERYONE (((((((((((:

2009-01-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

CIAO my beloved factory building.
CIAO my ever so dear lecture notes n tutorial.
CIAO my enternally lovable tutors and principal.
CIAO my awesome new school life.
CIAO my daily friendly classmates.
CIAO my intriguing cny preparations...
CIAO my bella~

ZHAO my awefully relaxing holidays.
ZHAO my simply diabetic dreams.
ZHAO my draining hilarious shopping trips.
ZHAO my uncontrollable amt of fingerlious food.
ZHAO my irritating long hrs of beauty sleep.
ZHAO my persisting desire to watch e pertually so NICE tv shows.
ZHAO wa a life.
*ZHAO ( walk away iin hokkien)

its only e 4th day of school. can u imagine ? if u can let me tell u truefullyy i can't for goodness sake. it felt lyk e 4th millennium. i promise i am looking things in e positive way but i just wanna complain.

神阿。。。
拜托请用你温暖的双手轻轻的把我捡起
然后让我顺着那强劲的风吹到世界的南边
坠入摇曳着修长身影的河里漂浮着
轻轻的闭上双眼
感受着我肌肤外的浪漫气息。
意犹未尽般大肆享受与利用这里的空气冲醒我的大脑

感谢神

2009-01-09T17:00:00.000-08:00

i treasure every moment where i don spend racking my brains on recollecting wad historians and mathematician had left for us. appreciating on wad they called history and mathematics formula. RAGH i WANT TO BURN N EAT THEM.

anw i am simply amazed at the service provided by e cards that we used for transportation everyday. its ok when they forget to extend my student fare but they simply directed me here and there just to tell me the way to solve my problem. WOWS. so now surprisingly i'm suffering under adult fare as well. IT is seriously EXPENSIVE u noe. even more x den my ahgong senior citizen fare! haha so hopefully i can claim my refund successfully. its no longer a easy but a diff card.. sigh

2009-01-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

a.. abit slow. but haha HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! haha had over-year steamboat again. we had steamboat for dinner, breakfast n lunch. totally felt tt the soup haf filled me up to the brim. o wells but i certainly enjoy celebrating festive seasons with these lovely ladies/ extended family. haha. ok anw LAI ZHEN QIN ! HOPE TT U WILL BE BACK SOON K ! den we can haf a big reunion meal !! a. sounds abit weird but aiya nehmind la. zq u noe wad i mean rite. *rolls off.

ok time for reflection.
a yr haf past.
no matter how goooood or how extremely horrible it is. it had flew past my very own eyes n settled itself nicely in my memories.
therefore i hope that i will be ermx.. mega hardworking in the coming yr, more discipline in my life and don nao shi zhong ( according to jocelyn).
n o one more new yr resolution relating to kemin! haha it is to___ ! min u noe la huh.

CHHEEEERRRS 2009 !

shit school is starting.

2008-12-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

并非一把强劲的歌声
但她却唱出了生命的感动。
唱出的可能是我的，你的又或者是他的故事。
每一次听，都会是一阵鼻酸。
她震撼了我，你呢？

珍惜带来知足然后幸福。
那么什么才是最幸福的事？

2008-12-27T01:28:00.000-08:00

time is passing too quickly. seriously too fast. in e speed of e light. i'm just abandoned by it.
o wells. ok abit too drama here.
but its true. i'm act back from china lyk donkey years ago without realising it.( cox it feels lyk i just reached singapore a few days ago). attended a wedding dinner at e amazing chijmes some time ago, celebrated my 18th xmas afew days ago n now i'm waiting for 2008 to pass n e horrifying 09 to arrive in a few days time ! o wowwwws.

too fast too fastttt
but amazzingly my hwk is being completed in a almost snail pace. a HUGE contrast. hahha
ok ok i must WORK MEGA HARDEERRRR

o n CHANG CHU YAN GOT A BLOG NOW!!!! wooow i wonder miss chang will see this. but i still wanna sae its quite exciting to excess into her blog( cox u noe first time !) thus i happily wanted to tag but i coulden find a place to do so.

ok ok i'm just talking crap.. cox its olreadi late in e nite

2008-12-12T23:50:00.000-08:00

happy elegant eighteen tammy chew !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u finally turned 18! omg.
haha hope u lyk e celebration n e organiser k !

-rock on egao!! yooowo

2008-12-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

wooho meet up with ni n we ended eating again. when i act wanted to go qing dan this week cause e last weeks in china olreadi had enough of oily food. haha but e food was really nice! o-isshi neh *finger licking good! haahahaha but quite ex. *pt below

我烤我烤我烤烤烤 ! wooooOOOOOOOOoooo

e white rice look lyk mount fuji

lini with her spoooon

US!!

us AGAIN. but this time more romantic so darkkkk

lastly e awesome x'mas tree. santa claus is coming to townnnnnnnn~ weeee

2008-11-30T23:39:00.001-08:00

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-19T11:18:00.000-08:00

hilooooooo!!
everyone out there!
i'm now in china having immersion trip
i will only be back nxt sun. yup yup
CONGRAS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE CLEEAR UR A's!
- CHEERS- (((:

2008-10-23T22:28:00.000-07:00

昨天为今天写下来了无法忘怀的过去

不管是否灿烂

我都应该试着喜欢他

2008-10-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

superb motivated to eat my breakfast (:

good breakfast = better brains !

good

2008-10-13T14:48:00.000-07:00

我绑架了蓝天里的肥云，然后用闪耀着金辉的绳子把它缠住。

因为我希望它可以让我在犹如蒸发了海水只剩下蓝色气体的天空里穿梭。

微风轻轻的拂过我的双颊，然后悄悄地告诉我他的下落。

他的下落让我骑着云朵去寻找。他就是那年从我指尖逃脱投奔自由的 - 断线风筝。

只为了告诉他:

我回来了！

2008-09-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

不安

不安！！！！！

不安

我很不安!!

Shhhhhh...

请

不要打扰

因为她正在

*呐喊中~

(*#%^&*)

2008-09-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

BEAUTIFUL ! I LYK !

2008-09-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

It would be nice if the poor were to get even half of the money that is spent in studying them. ~Bill Vaughan

found this code whille looking through the codes for poverty.
ermx found this code to be esp trueeeee.
how i wish i could distribute the money to them.

2008-09-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

i coulden get to sleep last nite.

its was long before the last time this actually happen.

images of the day i got retained sent bombs to my brains
they did not flashed pass but they ransacked my brains.
i noe my brain coulden the blow again.
i noe actions haf to be taken.
but i don seem to noe wad to do or rather i just can't take myself to perform all e tasks required of me.

the fact...
i'm just a mere pawn in this game of education.
will it be my turn to be over soon ?
GAME OVER.

NO NO NOOOOOOOO
back to reality.
SHOO GO FINISH MY HOLIDAY ASSISGMENT. RAGH.

i think i'm going to have split personality soon.

2008-09-02T14:05:00.000-07:00

ooooo this show retro 得我很喜欢!! (:

2008-09-02T13:44:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel tt e world is just so unfair..

first i not given e looks and e bodyshape

but i don care cos i noe its ok as i am much more fortunate den alot of e ppl out there

secondly i not given e brains

but it ok cause i noe i can work harder to get the same kind of results

BUT

NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW

THEY EVEN TRYYY TO TAKE AWAY MY HAIRRRRRRRR!!!!!

I'M BALDINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HELPPPPPPP*SCREAMS

but all e screaming also doesen seems to help.

2008-09-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

haha wen to meet our always so cute mother quek on fri. ermx we were at the same place as last year. o miss quek wore e same shirt ! haha. but this year the nos of pppl abit lesser. but nehmind i think it will be the same again nxt yr (:

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS OUT THERE !!!!!

happy mugging everyone!

once again the year is almost over..
wad haf i done.
o wows...
wad a question to ask myself.
cox i don haf e ans to it.

2008-08-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

2008-08-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档

我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量

我就是这样-刘力扬/tank

2008-08-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

history was what i gave yesterday

photos are my presents for tomorrow

2008-08-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

YEAH ! finally i haf settled down with something more decent looking
i think i must haf gone mad to act change e blogskin to one tt have so many things flying around. Zzzzz..

ok.. not in a good state of mind to blog now after changing e skin = abit tired
shall update another day since
i think i will still be alive and kicking.
i hope

33days to promos.

2008-07-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

i will be more than happy if ur could just for goodness sake leave me alone.

THANK YOU

2008-07-21T22:20:00.000-07:00

试着放手吧
若你不能够给我我想要的
那又何必强求呢

试着放手吧
不是世界的一切都如你所愿
你不是世界的霸主

放开一切对大家可能都会比较好

*过于紧的掌心只会让我们像沙般想要从你的身边流走

2008-07-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIEW JIAYI!

[ photo- credits to xu kemin ]

2008-07-01T22:15:00.000-07:00

我并没有美貌与智慧于一身

家里也非家财万贯

也不懂得欣赏夜生活的魅力所在..

因为那就是我

2008-06-05T00:17:00.000-07:00

你是否找得到前方的路？

呼吸着同一片空气的我们

对于你们的受苦受难

竟然可以如此的无助。

给你们的见面礼也只能是眼泪。

这一路好走...

四川的孩子们

虽然我们已活在不同的世界

但相信幸福依旧会伴随着你们。

你们走过的路是留给大地的礼物。

2008-05-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

亲爱得地球人

你们其中一个致爱的同胞-林培培正在地菌界里游着~
不必担心

病魔上

2008-04-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

is this a way of oxymoron ?
so wad if it is
i still love the way we portray OURSELVES!

2008-04-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

拆开

人与人之间能够认识似乎是巧合多过缘分。
就如奶油与蛋糕一样。
又有谁会想到他们可以一气呵成呢？
蛋糕师傅应该也没想过吧。
但若有了材料少了凑巧，
我想...

我和你似乎就是过如此。

奶油-缠缠绵绵柔柔滑滑
又有谁能够抗拒呢？

蛋糕- 吸吸收收萎萎缩缩
自愿衬托你。

2008-04-17T21:51:00.000-07:00

0730am - in school

0730pm - in school

wooows ! my life simply rawks !

ok i noe this has always been my life. as in my life has always been liddat.

but i still got this feeling tt i'm getting old somehow.

more pimples start to grow n body starts to ache even more

ok fine. act i don think its tt bad la. but i just find complaining, a good way to destress !

hahaha

mabbie u shuld try tooo

2008-03-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

*stretch my fingers.
haha i think its time i do some updates to my blog .
ermx march hols r over. 1/4 of e yr haf just past lyk tt.
i think nth haf change except

miss LAI ZHEN QIN haf officially joined the 17 club
n n
miss AI YAN haf also officially cheng nian ! 18 !!!

life continues

2008-02-22T11:29:00.000-08:00

没有小叮当的任意门是学校，

有了铜锣烧的餐厅是小叮当。

可爱的小叮当在学校上俏丽的挥着手，

挥着手的顽皮大雄却提着月亮跳舞。

2008-02-07T13:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY ! HAPPY CNY ! HAPPY CNY !

hahhaahah FESTIVE MOOD FESTIVE MOOD !

ok abit high cox its CHU YI ! but i'm lyk sitting at home , rotting n online~

o wells but hope everyone out there will get alot alot of red packets n yi qie suoon suoon lii lii ( in e hokkien feel ) :D

2008-01-31T09:28:00.000-08:00

WOO ! chinese new yr is coming ! which means ?..... HOLIDAYS moi god can't wait ! 5 days for relaxation !

anw i really feel that love is in e air

i can see e love

i can smell e love

haha friends if u noe wad i mean ! CONGRAS TO U ALL K ! i'm really (: for ur !

2008-01-10T09:39:00.000-08:00

school has started.
lessons has officially started as well.

adaption to the environment for me has therefore begin.

haf been reaching home very early recently.

feeling weird from head to toe.

muttering words of comfort under my breathe to calm myself from time to time.

i dread the tot of telling myself that i must strengthen up- in short putting a brave font

but i noe i deserved it cox i brought my own fall.

2008-01-02T00:03:00.000-08:00

一个人的车站是孤独的

两个人的车站也可以是寂寞的

三个人的车站…

若没有了交际还是会同样的感觉到空旷

可是你是否还会联想车站也可以是个

情感的联络站呢?

2008-01-01T23:55:00.000-08:00

e first bunch of ppl that i met in 2008 are *drumroll -ta dan > torto !!
hahaha had second steamboat countdown wif torto yesterday ! wooho we ate overyear steamboat again this yr ! superb fun. hahaha see e foto above ? tts us when we act as if we're having a mature gathering. one handing holding champange n e other gasturing ~ O WELLS
2008 here i come

2007-12-31T03:07:00.000-08:00

its now 0240am in e morning
listening to a old english song tt i used to like.
sitting in a dark corner of my room n i start to emo.
and i drift..
i just seem to be swimming in my tots

i dream i think i reminisce n i regret. but mabbie not entirely...
cox i just start to imagine situations where i change moi decisions on e path tt i haf took.
lyk-
wad if i din enter e school initially
wad if i din enter e cca
wad if i din make moi heart confuse
wad if i din run away from e reality for e past 3yrs ?
wad if ... wad if ...

den perhaps i just won be who i am today.
i may hate moiself for who i am
but i think i will just need to cont to be brave for someone there for me

2007-12-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

arggh i'm damn dumb >.<

suppose to mark e fotos n send them to my com but ended deleting e fotos tt i haf marked ! only manage to save two ! haiis

pearlyn + me !
e food we ate ! yum yum delicious (:

wooho ! merry floral picmas !

2007-12-24T03:00:00.000-08:00

[霹雳MIT]
OMG!! gui gui n yan ya lun will be acting out in e new show (((((: can't wait

2007-12-24T01:25:00.000-08:00

[slap myself]

阿嬷常说世上的人无奇不有
但其实有多少人在面对这一些话时
会认真地去听呢？
所以当这些”奇怪的”人出现或再次出现时
甚至把我惹怒时平时自以为拥有的冷静和对朋友的忍耐便会全全消失
.
.
.
但是没胆发火的我
就只能吃黄连了-有苦说不出阿~

2007-12-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

back from camp
haggard shagged tired
-one day at tammy house and 3 days 2 nite in school

wow sian arh....

2007-11-22T11:23:00.000-08:00

人们总说距离不是问题又或者距离会只是一种考验但对我而言它...

2007-10-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

每当带有温度的泪滑过我的脸颊
我心里的想法
便是你无法听到的一把声音

2007-10-25T01:35:00.000-07:00

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I’m feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

Alicia Keys - no one

2007-10-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

每个人的心都有一个角落是空虚的
你可以否定它的存在
但却无法让它消失
无论朋友再怎么多
它依然还是会坚固的占据着你的心
就因为它其实也是无法被触动的。

2007-09-16T13:34:00.000-07:00

成功是个人各人的失败更是各人

别人因而给予你的关怀

是礼貌？是必须？又或者是虚伪？

我想你应该心知肚明。

2007-09-09T10:46:00.000-07:00

09092007

hahahahaha found this very cute video on youtube ! superb funnie la.. CHOCOLATE choco chococcccc :D

2007-09-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

310807

YO YO YO ! hahah i'm here to blog le ! hahah seems quite time tt i'm away from moi blog le.. just wen cai blog to see her new blogskin. it just makes me feel lyk changing moi blogskin also la. ( though i just change ?!) ok no main pt. anw life seems to be quite same for all moi dear friends. cox i haf been receiving e same ans whenever i ask them abt their lifes nowadays.

" heys XXX hows life lately ?"

"hmm.. liddat lor.. haiis nth special one la. study here, study there, study study study..."

studying seems to be our activity in life now n promos is just around e corner. o.o

dunnoe how to describe moi feelings now.. but i shuld be superb nervous rite?! haiis forget it i not making sense again.

video by e nxt local queen ! DE DE DE DE DE DE DE ( e cai hua song)

hahah i was pausing for a moment when i was posting e video. cause e blogger thing makes me agree tt e video tt i will be uploading is not an obscene or u noe..kind of video >.<>

but cause it simply entertain me so i wanna it share with e rest of others. moi friend singing is fabulous u noe ! reallie ! *blink moi eyes

moi ever dearest eight lao poS !

ermx i think we haf always been making e statement tt its always the best to spend e time wif each other and i think its haf gradually becum an undeniable fact le. ur haf make e best history in moi 17 years. Thus, i believe tt we will cont to accompany each other to reveal the unpredictable chapters of life n brave through each n every one of them. smile :D moi dear friends !! pei loves u !

2007-08-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

雨下在我窗前玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来比我幸福一点
.
.
.
.
.

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持

孤单心事/蓝又时

2007-08-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

RAGH ! MATHS IS SO IRRITATING I HATE TO DO MATH ! SHOOOO.. MATH U GO AWAY !!!!!

2007-08-11T01:15:00.000-07:00

national day cum college day cum sports day celebration ! wow so "exciting"..

o wells tts moi personal opinion.e school is **** hahaa ermx e was lyk stoning through e whole event. anw e photo took above was e first ever foto tt i took wif part of 134 china-kids in our COLOURFUL house-tee! from left to right [yijing,lini,qingxia,pei n wen-di]

another foto to end moi post... o and i wen to e zoo after for lyk dunnoe how mani tons of years will post e fotos another time. *yawns >.<

[ another gp of us - e china kids ]

2007-08-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

haha found this on youtube while surfing. SUPERB cute la moi god

e first one on shang hai tan !

e second one on wo ai yue liang

2007-08-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

wooo ! haha haven been blogging for a real long time..though lots of things haf happend so far but i feel tt no matter wad.. good or bad they just make up moi growing up PROCESS ! hahaa.. anw

ermx shall just let e pic do e toking...

wen to sentosa and celebrated miss liew jiayi sexy 17th birthday!
lao liew ! hope tt u haf enjoyed urself k ! n a.. e ABLUM ! hahhaha n i promise tt i will gif u ur present soon k yup reallie soon
though zq was absent, we bought all-lu-lu to play wif us ! hahahaa.. zq nxt time must come n play wif all-lu-lu k !

den all of us get tanned and sunburnt lyk siao... our hands and back are peeling.

moi hand look extremely ugly la. they look as even i'm seriously burnt by e fire ! not e sun...

oh wells but still we enjoy ourselves to e fullest rite ? haha :D lets go again someday !! wooho~

and i had moi first ye zhi lan yuan at YJ with ccs ! haha thank god tt it was finally finally over... cannot imagine moi life now if i'm still struggling wif e production. but thinking now its still a wonderful xperience for me after all ! haha cox e production was quite diff from e ones tt i had gone through before. anw e pic above are all moi beloved ccs members cum performers cum classmates ! we haf all gone through this difficult process together ! hahaa so i'm realli thankful to ur for comimg down together so tt we can undergo this whole show as a TEAM ! yay ! u're simply wonderful u noe ! though i din realli mention to ur before n i doubt ur will see this but yar thankyou for all e hard work ur rawks ! haha esp shuang mian ! ni men xin ku le :))))

e last big event event will be going to e thai restaurant to celebrate moi birthday wif torto n egao e bus stop !! (will post egao foto soon) anw its realli great to see ALL of them on moi big day ! hahahaah so THANK YOU very much k all moi my lovely dear friends ! thankyou so much for each n every one of ur every single but of effort ! ermx .. thank you torto for going down to rc to get moi healthy for back bag, e messages bottle n etc. n egao for e muffles birthday cake, e surprise, e book n haha e u-noe-wad thing.. haaha thank you thank you!

conclusion: wanted to let e pic do e toking but ended up toking tons of things :P

2007-07-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

st nicks toilet ! wooho haha wen back to st nicks on fri after block test. st nicks just feel so comfortable to be in, even e food there is extremely delicious *yum yum! haha but e main pt is they repainted e toilets in st nicks. they look extremely cute n pretti now la. e one in e foto is just one of them. there are still many other types lyk palace one~ yup yup prettyy.. i think they must haf noe tt we spend alot of e time in the toilet in school everyday.

2007-06-26T21:11:00.000-07:00

omg coffe simply makes me high.. hahaha goodness noes why
ermx ok i don think i'm making sense but drinking coffe realli makes me feel very high !HAHAHA
haf been drinking a can of coffee everyday since e starting of block test ermx why did i make it seems very faraway but it just yesterday! haiis two out of four days haf finally passed but weird enough weird i don feel much man.. anw i also feel tt i'm lyk a straw as block simply SUCKS ! hhahaa ok lim pei pei not funny -_-" too much caffine blocking moi brain ready. oh wells time to study ! CLL CLL CLL

2007-06-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

argh ! trying very hard to mug but wads wrong wif moi mind? i just don seem to be concentrating ! lim pei pei.. ah lim pei pei pls pls cont to JIAOYOU kies ! its only five days away from now ! omg five days.. e tot of block test is only five days away make me feel lyk fainting..

2007-06-17T17:14:00.000-07:00

短暂的幸福是快乐的，
控制不了的快乐是悲哀的。
你还想得到快乐嘛?

2007-06-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

TORTO (:

S.H.E - 老婆

从昨天到今天还有明天感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心等待的心因为有你们的拥抱我很放心

当初见面的不安彼此探索也许有点茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现这世界中没有人比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹都已不够来形容我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆我们一起打勾勾

请记得约定的旅程到永久请记得约定的旅程到永久

2007-06-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

wooho i can finally blog after so so sooo long ! cause of e stupid com la.. anw life seems to be still as hectic nth much seems to haf change except tt all e shuai things seem to haf stick onto me >.<

argh shan tok abt themnew addict-tion (:

2007-04-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

following the steps tt people haf created is not wad i actually wish to do..
but do i haf a choice ? u may say.. the choices in life are actually in the hands of mine but am
i really e true owner of moi life ? haiis i doubt so. cox i just don seem to be able to manage moi life properly.. [faith or fate ?] .. am i surpose to believe tt its fated or haf put in moi heart to haf faith ?.. *i ponder..

2007-04-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

转吧转吧七彩霓虹灯 ((:

2007-03-27T07:56:00.001-07:00

心

有人说他是大脑控制的一部分

也有人说他是情感上的终结者

但是很多时候感情的抒发是不受控制也没什么理由的

所以情绪化的人们应该就是..

我们的心经过了一番的心里活动后所制造出的结晶吧

心有余而力不足的我似乎也在一夜之间迅速地成为了他的俘虏

2007-03-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

ARGH ! freaking computer ! eat up moi post again.. u VERY hungry izzit ?! for ur information this is moi third time trying to post.. *cries.. o man moi dearrrrest computer pls let me finish typing this post kies..

o anw haf not been blogging for quite some time ready.. felt tt time is really capable of flying .. haf really been quite busy these couple of weeks though i can't really figure out wad i'm exactly busy wif (~.~) *shruggs

o wells but four of moi dears birthday haf just passed liddat ..

HAPPY ONE YEAR OLD KALYENE ! (04/03)

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ZHENQIN ! (12/03)

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN CHUYAN! (15/03)

n the coming one..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL TAN ! (22/03)

haha so hope tt all our love and blessing will be showered generouly on all these stars of the mth (:

[school]

haha i haf finally settled moiself down in a school tt i will be attending lessons in for e coming two years.. haiis ok so i guess or perhaps its time i get moiself "season" to e new environment .. though i can feel e reluctant-ness in me but since i don wan to be an ostrich.. haha i think i shuld really get moiself to leave moi comfort zone asap (: so lim pei pei kambateh ! u must start building ur way to sucess ! wooho~

o anw i kope this picture or i shuld called this a drawing from xiao gui blog .. ermx think tt its reallie interesting so decided to leave a space for this piece of art

conclusion : xian zai de wo men shi hu zui xu yao de shi yi ge ci zi zhi xin..wo hai zhen de man xiang yong you de :)

2007-02-28T15:14:00.001-08:00

haha this was e make up restaurant tt we haf planned for miss ANGELINE for her 17th birthday ! wooho~ 专属天使暖暖抱抱餐厅你喜欢吗？(:

anw since we make up a restaurant for her. so there will definitely be waitresses, cook and delicious food prepared for her before hand ! haha o shall first start wif the preparation part. the kitchen was filled wif the cute animal pasta, cream of mushroom n ...... lots of food ! a..

n the setting of the restaurant was in moi com room ! haha a table wif candle , flower and pretty chair. plus a surrounding tts in plain darkness ! o and champange as well ! ( sparkling juice >.< ) haha perfect environment for candlelit dinner ! ROMANTIC !

[ e table after e main course is being serve ]

[ e only light tt can be found in the room ! haha in order to create e romantic feel ~ can u feEl it ! >.< ]

hahaaha and in order to make moi restaurant feel even more posh and real , we even come wif dai yan !

ta dang !! *points (^.~)

[ trying to fake tt frh took a foto in our rest wif e poster :P ]

[ n the comments they gave as well !]

haha after a romantic meal we turn the place into a "kbox session" n we started to sing ! haha o man lurve spending time wif egao ! we rock the place n turn it into dancing pool !! den we gave tian shi of the day her present !! n a tian shi de *huggs*

[ tammy and miss angeline ! ]

ok so main pt and conclusion

happy birthday MISS ANGEL-ine ! :D hope u haf enjoyed e celebration by egao !!!

2007-02-22T01:12:00.000-08:00

reply to dua miao !!
oh man miao miao i miss u also ! hahaha i miss ur funnie actions .. and the way u call me dua gandang ! haiis 4p is just so fun.. but anw hope tt we will haf another class chalet this year or smth den we can haf all the stupid plus interesting goissping conversations ! wooho.. thinking only makes me feel excited.. but anw must remember to tc kies miao miao
dua gandang hopes to see u soon >.<

reply to cai message : [ cai arh i think gbk and taggie just don lyk me la so i can only leave u a message here hope u will read it kies (:]
hahaha since ur tagboard eats tags den i beta feed moi message sumwhere else tt will not digest it so fast ! >.< n i think i haf alot to say so i suspect ur taggie ability to resist moi powerful message so i decided to come here ! hahahahs ok ok ermx miss polite i will appreciate ur polite-ness for inform-ing abt ur koping de xing wei... ermx mabbie nxt time u can credit me in ur blog ? ok ok i'm kidding.. anw i think i liao jie why miao says tt ur entries r emo liao.. *nods i agrees wif her u noe.. u seems to be blogging more nowadays *pat on ur head! its a good sign u noe.. a place where u can pour out ur feelings to :D but anw yup pls take care la ! no matter phy or mentally.. we shall all go for more workouts to jian feiiiiii ! n work hard hard for A's ! o.. and smth i think we two are reallie very xie men can.. i'm addicted to hao peng you nowdays also la.. ok.. i think all the content in moi message very no link but it think u can understand rite .. yup yup.. so cya soon dear cai :D

*o man am i getting long-winded or i can really tok alot to purity ppl ~

2007-02-15T11:18:00.001-08:00

“男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你你说这是幸运还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说说我傻的可以还不是因为你”

卓文萱/黄鸿升 - 爱的主旋律

its valentines day once again ! haha spend this precious day wif eight of moi dear valentines today ! had a splendid candlelit dinner, a romantic walk at e esplanade and a “memorable” journey home after tt...

haha thanks moi valentines hope tt we will be cont to be able to meet often kies ! hope tt ur haf enjoy urself too

yup yup .. lastly...i just wan to say i believe tt no matter it if u haf spend e day wif ur dear or da da or not, it will still be a day filled wif sweet memories as long as u haf spend it wif sumone u wan to.. and of couse attend it with ur whole heart. n ur heart will be filled wif lurve ! yup so HAPPY V DAY TO ALL :D

2007-02-12T10:52:00.000-08:00

life is just smth tt i wan to enjoy....

2007-02-04T02:02:00.000-08:00

格外忧闲的今天应该是给脑袋放假的日子
但不知怎么了脑袋瓜里的思绪仍然会不由自主的复杂了起来

今天令我百思不解的问题似乎在十年前就已经开始想了
但奇怪的是得到结果似乎已皆然不同了

是因为我长大变成熟了吗？
还是，因为在这权力与现实并肩存在的社会生活了十六年后
它灌输我的那种教育不禁使我改观了？

我只能说虽然我是我的命运的主导者
但事事总是难料
现在对未来感到十分彷惶的我似乎
也只能用那句俗语来自我安慰了

"人因梦想而伟大"

梦想虽然不能当饭吃但
它让我找回那对未来
充满着憧憬的傻气
好让我有再次选择的勇气！